|Monday, July 18, 2011
sometimes i just feel so tired and depressed.
its like every small negative factor can trigger me and shake me up so badly.
but whenever i wanna talk to anyone, to share the burden so that i wont feel so bad,
i cant seem to find anyone to confide wif..
and everytime i look around,
i'll always see happy people, laughing and joking and having fun.
but it seems as though there is a glass wall in between us, seperating me from the happy people.
sure, i put on a masquerade, or what they call a facade
so that nobody will understand how i'm actually feeling inside.
so that i wont seem so mopey.
and the only reason is that nobody likes sad people, right?
everywhere around me,everyone seems to be so happy with their life right now.so why cant i feel the same?
the garden in my heart.messed.
Monday, July 18, 2011
|Saturday, June 11, 2011
CAN YOU ALL PLEASE STOP STRESSING ME UP??!! I AM ONLY A HUMAN WITH ONE BRAIN AND A PAIR OF HANDS DAMN IT!!
the garden in my heart.messed.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
|Tuesday, May 24, 2011
yep, i shouldn't talk about my opinions aloud, cuz it would hurt other people's feelings.
but what about mine?
the garden in my heart.messed.
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
|Monday, April 25, 2011
and tada!!
ITS HONEYMOON FOR US ISNT IT?? :D:D
the garden in my heart.messed.
Monday, April 25, 2011
|Friday, November 19, 2010
and i thought that i've let everything go..
and i thought that i wont feel anything anymore...
and i thought that i had moved on with my life long long ago...
and now i realised that i was wrong..
yeah, i know that its over now, i was resigned to the fact that it was impossible..
so why is it still bugging me??
i should have never started it in the first place..
now even as i regretted it, there is nothing i can do to turn the time back.
why must i always do things without thinking properly, den regret my actions after that??
i had thought about what will happen in future, but it seems like i had underestimated the impact of the consequences
the garden in my heart.messed.
Friday, November 19, 2010
|Thursday, November 18, 2010
i dont know why, but it seems to me that i dont know you anymore...
the more i get to know you, the more you are becoming like a stranger
the garden in my heart.messed.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
|Tuesday, November 9, 2010
i told you everythingopened up and let you inyou made me feel alrightfor once in my lifenow all thats left of meis what what i pretend to beso together, but so broken up inside*quoted from behind these hazel eyes from kelly clarkson
yeah i know its an old song...
the garden in my heart.messed.
Tuesday, November 09, 2010